keep on living in the past...

I can't grow up. What's holding me back? Why do I keep searching for songs from the past to make me smile? Why would I have so many regrets if I got rid of my disney soundtracks? What is this force keeping me from letting go? My mom isn't like this. Is there something wrong with me?
Why am I so crazy?

music.

i really love music.
i have been listening to classic rock lately...and some of the songs make me really happy. i wish i could jump into them and never come out. i want to feel like that forever. i'm starting to understand how rachel feels. :)

i listened to that cyndi lauper song that was in the goonies. i love that song. it makes me want to dance. it makes me smile. some people laugh at me for liking so many different types of music...but i've decided that i don't care anymore. i like princesses, i like pop-rock, soundtracks, classic rock...whatever makes me happy. at least i'm not boring.

my mom is snoring really loud right now... disrupting my songs. >:[